I am Amber. I am 13 and I am going to blog about my anorexia and depression... My cousin blogs here and I wanted to try it out :) I am Anorexic and Bulimic. I love Blood On The Dance Floor, Black Veil Brides, and Millionaires and other things like that. My blog will also be random so I will talk about alot of things I guess.. Mainly about my Anorexia and Bulimia.

3rd June 2012

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Sigh.. I am going crazy. Well I already am. 

30th May 2012

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Sorry I haven’t updated been busy with school and such… I am tired and I only got 3 hours of sleep. My rib cage feels like it is going to tear open from the center. I am so tired of everything. I can’t breath without my chest hurting… 2 more days of school… Sweet Jesus… 

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28th May 2012

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I am fatherless again. I know it’s not my fault but for some reason, I feel like everything is my fault, As it always is. I don’t know. The sad thing in this WHOLE situation is that I am more upset that he took the treadmill ! I am not even like upset that he left. My mind is screwed up like bad, Seriously. Sigh… Summer is almost here and I am freaking out….. I am not eating anything anymore. All I eat really is cereal and apples. I hope no one notices. I am okay with it…. I like this diet and I am not giving up. 

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28th May 2012

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28th May 2012

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28th May 2012

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27th May 2012

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Swimming was horrible.

I felt FAT ! My friends I was with were all SKINNY. Like literally under 100 pounds skinny, I was like Fuhhh ! I was so annoyed and I felt like stabbing someone ! All they did was complain that I had a ass and they wanted ! and when I say I want to be skinny they freak out and shove food down my throat ! 

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